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There’s not a lot that I want to change about myself, but I do have a top three. The first two things go hand in hand. I don’t like how loud and obnoxious I am around other people. I’m probably not as annoying as I think I am, but I feel like people think I’m annoying. A lot of my friends are upperclassmen, so I’m always worried they find me annoying because I’m the youngest. The third one is how much I care about things. With people, I can get pretty attached and easily attached at that, and with school, I’m a perfectionist and spend way too much time making sure every little thing is right. I sort of wish I was like my brother and had the ability to care less every once in a while, especially about what other people think. Going back to what I said earlier, when I’m around other people, I talk a lot more than I usually do because I have a belief that people like having charismatic friends, and I think if I could just care a little bit less, I wouldn’t be annoying and have such silly worries. Oh, first world problems.